Yanni's Tots

It's been a long long time....

2006-09-12T17:57:00.000+08:00

Hmmmmm....It's really been a long time since I'd really had a time to jot down my tots. So many things to talk abt but so limited times to spare for.

Summarized, I've been very busy for the past months. My managements are loading more tasks and is looking into my completed jobs to ensure that I've been up to their expectations, which i doubt so. I'm trying my very best to ensure that most things are done and completed, while major things are follow up promptly and correctly. Eventhough there were days i was really stress out and dat tears just rolled down my cheeks.

But somehow things got messier and i've a bad month. It seem like this year is a bad year for me. Lots of bad things are happening and it is affecting my prestige.
I was damn stress and am losing lots of hair due to it. My face is getting worse due to lack of sleep and rest. But sure of 1 thing, I'm losing wgt, baby. YESSSS...i'm losing it. Dat's the only
good things dat happening.

Oh yes, heard that dis year, i'm getting an increment. Yes, all the stress they giving me is becoz of dat stupid minor increment.

But as always, i love to look things positively, at least they are giving me the increment after 3 yrs...hmmm...its been a long time. But actually I'm contented with the pay I'm having now. I will not get it anywhere else with my limited paperworks.

Alhamdulilah....ini semua berkat dariNYA. I've never stop thanking to HIM, hopefully i'll nvr be forgetting HIM.All these are from HIM. I'm just temporary receiving and enjoying all the things given by HIM.

All birthdays were celebrated short n simple except for my darling princess Rina. Yes, we celebrated her 5th birthday again this year...and this time it was a grand one. We had a birthday bash for her at EAST COAST Chalet. Poor Irfan. Always received the double standard threatments from his father. dun worry my little prince Meiha, next yr, I'm going to plan a birthday party for u. Insya allah.

Ok All, its time to go...got lots of things pending to do. Need to catch the bus before its too late.

SIGHHHH.....another day had passed and more coming tomorrow. Wish me all the lucks gals... I need it more.. it's to the extent I've been praying non stop that nothing is wrong when every time ppl called my name.

Sound Bad?? IT is really bad!!!!

Been a long time..

2006-03-18T11:07:00.000+08:00

hehhee...it's been long time since I've blog in here. Few things happened for the past weeks.
Some did make changes my life and others somehow have no effect on me.
My kids were down with high fever and flu bugs. They have slightly recovered and no more fever otherwise my life will be disaster again.

When kids were sick and I'd to stay all night to sponge and monitored their condition, dats when my work began to slaken. But... hey management dun bother and care abt all these things! They dun emphatise on this either! They normally claimed that "You are paid to work so you have to perform watever it takes."
They have maid to take care of the house and children or some even dun raise their own young children. How they know the feelings of a mother when their children are sick.
When the 2 yrs old kid is having high fever of 40.1 celcius. How do they now the feeling..Damn it! They will never understand.

Goshh...Again when this happens, I always wonder why am I not born with a silver spoon so that I don't need to work like dis and came across with this kind of ppl. But as I ponder, I guess this is reality. At least I'm quite lucky compare to some others who is not as fortunate as me.
Ini semua dugaan darinye..I'm sure Tuhan maha mengetahui ape yg berlaku dan akan berlaku.

Seperti Ustazah Habsah yg baru kehilangan seorang anaknye yg dikasihi..she still tabah dan reda menghadapinye. She still teach on our weekly Wed- class. I was so touch. I felt like crying when i saw her that day..But her face was calm and she even can smile to all of us. Like wat she mentioned, sape yg tak sayang anak sendiri, sedangkan kalau kucing mati pun dia akan menangis inikan pulak anak yg dikandung dan dibesarkan. But she said DUNIA ini hanya sementara..Semoga dia dapat bersatu bersama anak2nye di akhirat-Syurga nanti bersama org2 muslimin dan muslimah yg lain -INSYA ALLAH. Itu yg dipintanye.

Hence the moral of the story...Dunia in pinjaman, its not going to be forever. But ramai umat akhir zaman termasuk myself, are more keen in this old planet than the reality later.

I'm trying to change but i guess it is a very slow change. I guess i'm not dat strong enough to build the courage to change totally. Afraid of becoming worst than I am already now if i keep on changing. Insya allah.. I definitely change for the better but slowly...hehehe.
Semoga tak terlambat..

Ape itu kehidupan?!!!

2006-03-02T13:40:00.002+08:00

Ytd Ustazah Habshah askes every ladies/women who went belajar this question. What do we really want in this temporary life?? Life is short in this world. We will have another 3 other worlds waiting for us that will be eternity. Dunia ni sementara saja. Are we ready for the next coming world? Adakah kita sudah membuat persiapan untuk diri kita sendiri?

After listening to her talk, i've realised that this world is full of materialistics human. I'm included one of them. I'm easily jealous of other ppl..especially the ones that has more than I have. I envied ppl with lots of money, whose pastime is shopping and travelling. I envied ppl who has better facilities and equipments that i dont have.

Sigh...Ya allah, Ampunkan lah dosa hamba mu ini. Aku hanya hambamu yg lemah dah tak lepa dari selalu membuat salah dan jugak jahil dalam meneliti di sebalik kesemua keburukan yg berlaku pasti ada hikmahnye.

Seperti kata ustazah" ....Allah ingin menguji hamba2 NYA, yg kaya mendapat kesenangan didunia, yg sihat makin sihat tetapi apakah ini untuk selama2 nye? Org ini akan lupa kepada Allah S.w.t dan makin jauh disisi nye. Sementara itu, yg miskin sentiasa di uji keimanan dia, sehingga mana keikhlasan dia dan telah dijanjikan kerahmatan dan syurga untuk org yg beriman kepadaNYA"

I've realised dat all her words are true. Ramai diantara kita di dunia ini lalai dgn kemanisan dunia sedangkan yg menanti akan datang lebih dasyat seksaan yg bakal ditanggung. Kita sentiasa tidak pernah rasa bersyukur dgn ape yg kita ada and selalu mencarik jalan keluar mudah untuk menyelesaikan masalah.

Now i shld make a point not to complain. No more envy on ppl. Patut bersyukur wif watever i hv. My family, parents, siblings and a roof to shelther. i shld not take things and my family for granted coz i know if Allah kehendaki...anytime he can just take it without telling anyone.And if this happen I can regret my whole life.

And life is short u nvr know when it will end. So before it ends, we need to fill it with all the goods things for duniawi and ukhrawi. To prepare for ownselves.

I've never believe in all this things before. but ytd's class had broaden my mine and made me realised. Maybe all these things happen to me, mesti ada hikmahnye.. My life is not as bad as some of other ppl. At least with this dugaan, I'm more closer to HIM... and this is only Dunia.
Hopefully I will have a better life di Akhirat nanti...Insya allah.

Ape itu kehidupan?!!!

2006-03-02T13:40:00.001+08:00

what a week......

2006-01-24T12:35:00.000+08:00

Hmmpp..it seem quite sometimes that i've not update anything to my dear diary.Nothing much happen except that I' visited so many mommies with their newborns.

Irah-my next door neighbour with her little Ammar.
Nanie Monster - my best friend with her Rushaidi Syakir
and last but not least Noraishah with her Mohd. Adib Hanis

Congrats again to all of you, new mommies..hehhee

Hmmm.....looking and holding all the babies in my arms one at a time, suddenly there's an outburst feeling which i've refrained myself from it for a long time.

Even my little angels urging me to have another baby....sigh..sape tak nak sayang..but the commitment is too high i've told them.

Its ok to just pamper the two of you, my little princess and charming prince..
Fair enough for 1 mummy and 1 abah to play with.

Kalau tak, nanti mummy betul2 jadik Jane the tarzan..hahaha

Sigh...I cant wait for the long weekend ard the corner. Hmm..I wonder how I will begin with my new year...another few years more and my age will begin with "3"..Arrgghhh..

Better cherish the young moment of a lifetime now while i can..hehehe...

Ok then..if anything happen i will blog more .....Chow

Happy New Year.

2006-01-13T18:33:00.000+08:00

Hmmpp..I hope its not too late to wish everyone..hahaha..almost 2 weeks already in 2006.
Nothing much has changed. I'm still the miss cutie..hahaa.

At home everyone remains same.Life seem to be stagnant for me.Oh gosh..should it be that way! I can't let that happen. I need to accomplish lots of things.

First week of the year was a bad one for me in my working life. What a way to start the year man.SIGH.

I must changed, changed for the better. I've realised that constant fade memory of mine is due to the after effect of the slimming pills that i took few years ago.

I realized that the pills have somehow made me forgot things easily. And that had jeopardized my work.Ya allah kau tolonglah hamba mu ini..tak ku pinta jadik begini seh..
Earlier i tot was because of my pregnancy as wat my friends told me..but now it has been 3 yrs since i was pregnant and Irfan has been a little rascal as his sister..hehhee so definitely it is not because of dat.

There is a long list of accomplishment that i yet to achieve this year..
1) get a licence
2) loose weight
3) regain my memory
4) Financially stabilize
5) Resecure my job
6) Earned more money
7) etc..and the list can go on

Hmmpp...Its still a long way to go but guess i need to start immediately and consistently.

Lastly congrats to Irah on her newly bundle of love and joy..heheh another boy eh..dah 3 abdul seh..

hmm tinggal last and not least si monster tu..bila lah dia nak meletup...hopefully on 31 Jan.hh**wink at monster**

eh guys....seem like nobody is continuing the chain..haha nasib lah eh..

26 dec 2005- More shopping haha

2005-12-27T09:53:00.000+08:00

Yipeee...It's shopping day again.

Before dat we went to East Coast part to bring my little angels and their couz for walk-walk..hehe

The moment my gal saw the beach..she said" mami, mami kita nak pegi beach eh?" padahal seblom tu dah bilang dia seh..apelah anak aku ni..hmmp. Before I could settle myself on the mat..she was impatiently trying to rip her shirt out so that she can play with the soft sands quickly. Even my boy did not want to loss out..he too impatiently waited for his turn after his kakak.He even tried to take off himself but in the end waited for me coz the shirt stuck halfway..hehee

It's a blissful moment to watch the effervescence of your children playing on the beach and only true mother will know that. Unfortunately the weather was not too good hence the moment was cut short and given both mothers moment of their time.

hehhe..we proceed to PP and again my shopping time start again. Hubby suggested to go Giant to look for the airport so we headed to that direction after renting 2 car-cart for my little angels. Otherwise they will be running wild in this shopping mall..haha My sis went to TOP 20 to look for some clothing.

i've spent another $200 on kithen utensils again and bits of titbits and 1 big can of Pedisure milk.Hmmp how long this can last man..hehe can't buy many it's too heavy to carry..
And bought some lingerie in isetan.

lastly my eyes gleamed when i saw Sookee booth beside the reception counter. After gazing around for sometimes at the little diamonds, i bought myself small pendant to match with my chain. The last one hubby bought for me was missing. Thanks to my older little angel who loves to rummage through my things whenever she hiding in the room..hehehe
After that, me and hubby waited for my sis and her assistant to finish her shopping while her children running ard outside at the jolly bean...hmmpp i wonder if I would look like this if i've 4 kids. Confirmed i'm not able to handle them tactfully.

Hence that's all for the 4 days of complete shopping-Enjoyable and tiring ones....hopefully the last for this year.hahaha

24-25 Dec - Shopping days..

2005-12-27T09:23:00.001+08:00

Hehhee...I've been shopping non-stops for these 2 days.

Sat - Went to isetan to look for bags for fav aunt in Melaka but could not find anything for her. Hubby last min told of a birthday party for Hadi hence went to look for his gift in Kiddy Palace. At night, We went for a yearly dinner with 2 families, my side and hubby side hehehe ayah "open table". The food was ok and I ate 4 big prawns!! ..oh my god...i'm putting more weight here.

Sun- Proceed to Ikea..hehe managed to get BIL to drive us there. Lots of people there but it's fun to see how significantly most singaporean spent their public holidays;which is shopping and spending their money. Bought lots of things especially all the tiny wheeny things and I've spent $200++ there.oh my god..thanks to hubby for taking the $20 non worthy dragon.hehe.
At night we went shopping spree again in isetan and courts. i wanted to buy the electrical airport and rice cooker. managed to find the rice cooker-Philips 1.8l but the airport has sold out. They only replenish the new stocks on Thursday or friday. Hmmmpp good reason to shop again..hahha..
And lastly i managed to find a suitable chain for myself which I've wanted to buy for sometimes.Hope dat my youngest angel do not break it again. :)

23 Dec 2005

2005-12-27T09:13:00.000+08:00

The day I received my fat paycheck of the year..hahaha

I was grinning from ear to ear...listings all sorts of things i wanted to buy for my self and family and the birthday presents whom i've owed..hehe.

Shopping malls here i come...yipeeee.

21 Dec 05-its nearly a week

2005-12-21T14:48:00.000+08:00

Hmmmpp...Its been nearly a week since I've talk to dat person.Guess that person does not want to apologise to me.It's ok..i dont loose anything and I dont gain anything..It has been the same all these times.

Weekend was ok..i worked 1/2 day last Sat and went to Saira's cukur rambut at night. Den me watched tv with my MIL while hubby went to konsert pop yeh-yeh at downtown east with my FIL, ibu and ayah.

At night, hubby asked to sleep at ibu's house coz the kids were not able to come over for the weekend.

Reluctantly, i packed my overnight bag and waited patiently while still watching my hindi movie..hehehe

12+ den they came back and hubby still insisted we go to ibu house. ok lah no choice..slept at 3.30am in the morning..haha..at last I've finished reading the book...very touching story.The rest were talking in the living room.

Sunday was spent lazily at home helping my ibu after she came back from the weekly marketing and resting again after late lunch.

To Couz Diana and Is...Congrats on ur newly born Daeng Puspa Indriana.She so cute...

The rest of the days..as usual, worked and played with my little angels.

And not forgetting my weekly routine meeting with my gals...I'st sure an enjoyable and fun time..hehee

Miserable Day...

2005-12-16T15:52:00.000+08:00

Oh god....It's been very boring for the past days.
I can sense that I'm falling sick.I cant wait to go back on these 2 days.
My body is aching, having a sore throat. I guess I'm cathing a cold or flu.Gosh it's difficult to tell the difference. I'm always caught confused between them.

i'm hoping for this weekend. To be able to play with my little angels and rest at home if i can. Opps..I've promised rina to bring her to the Library.And me having cukur rambut feast in the evening. Sis asked me to watch movie the KingKong with the kids. I've agreed since I only need to buy 1 ticket only..hehehe do not want to waste money.
Hopefully bibik will be coming so that she can help me with the angels..hehe
Wow donno which is come first ..really need to plan for tomorrow.

This weekend sure to be a busy weekend for me..hihi..
Hmm... i tot of frying mee teow kerang dis weekend..hopefully my cooking menjadik.."winks to nanie"

Mother's day out....

2005-12-14T13:15:00.000+08:00

What a night....Fun,enjoyable and full of laughter and giggling.

Meeting Nanie, ida, zu, ratna, sharizah, sha and lin really made me younger again. It really like old good times since skool. Only dat Zu, sha and Lin have little angels to tend to.Eventhough it's quite a chaos but i'm sure all of us had great time until we forgotten abt the night curfew..hahaha

We started with dinner at popeye and followed by cake cutting and ice-cream fiesta at swensens.

Me had been laughing from the time I've met Ida till I reached home. It really made me forgot all the sorrows I've been having during the day.

We really need to meet every week to keep update of everyone and exchanging gossips and jokes and to really have a good time together.

So gals, can we declare every tuesday " Gelare day" ? I really think it is a good idea.

I wonder what will happen next week.

What a day......

2005-12-13T12:39:00.000+08:00

To think of it...Life sucks!!

But again..if u ponder longer...life is a beautiful thing.

Everyone has a past.Whether it's bad or good..the past is the past.
whatever bygone is bygone. You cannot change the clock and stop everything. If yes, definitely everyone will wanna to do dat..

Someone had been accusing me on things which I've not done or said.And again she had been racking the past repeatedly. Gosh...this is not the firs time.

I wish that I've not known dis"group" of ppl. They will keep on repeating and racking the old stories over and over again.

But yes, he will not admit his mistake and brush it aside.

i'm sick and tired of it...I wanted to live on...Live the current life i'm living in...and nvr need to think or look back..

Ya Allah..kau tabahkanlah hati hamba mu ini.

My first trip to Batam...

2005-12-09T12:32:00.001+08:00

8 Dec 2005
i was appointed to be 1 of the auditor to do stock take in 1 of our customer's premises in Batam. An eye-opening opportunity for me.

But again, nothing much to buy. Me got no chance to change much and shop.
Only managed to buy 1 kek lapis"monica" and 2 box of peanut biscuits. The time is limited there and most of us are rushing home.

I'm hoping to go Batam again soon.

So called Holiday...

2005-12-06T13:37:00.000+08:00

Hmmm..I'm backk...back from so called "holiday". It's been a tiring one even though quite enjoyable.

Irfan was in his usual clingy behaviour. All thru the journey, he was always with me,clinging refusing to walk. Luckily half thru the journey my youngest brother volunteered to carry him and thank god Irfan wants him. At last I'm free.....but not for long.
Only managed to grab 2 cardigans and 1 dress. That's all i managed to get for myself. SIGH!!!
The rest of the days will be me and Irfan again...

I felt depressed seeing the rest of the of my siblings and parents splurging themselves with cheap things there esp they are having the year end sale. It's not abt the money, it's the anxiety that has gone..Believe me I don't even buy any souvenirs from there!!!..haha..

I've told Yazid.. that I wanted to go KL again. This time I want to go alone..just for the weekend. without the kids, just myself and the shopping spree.

So gals anyone wants to go KL? Call me....

2005-12-01T19:45:00.000+08:00

Hmmmpp...it has been a tiring week for me. TS audit early of the week and Inventory count accompanied by external auditors today. What a hectic period of the month!

I've been going back late everyday, except for Tuesday, which I'd enjoyed very much till I had a migraine at night(must be due to overstrained nerves resulted from the too much laughing and giggling from morning till night..hehehehe).

And now at 8pm, I'm still at work accompanied by my sweet lady boss.She has been very patient with me..hihihi..

At last, I'm going for a holiday..KL-here I come..Yipeeeeee.....

For now all, don't miss me!!!!

2005-11-29T21:17:00.000+08:00

Yeah.........at last i managed to blog myself.Thanks to Monster for creating this blog and teaching me..

We met today for a sumptious dinner and fun and laughter.Monster(nanie),Mummy Zu and Mummy Monyot(ida) and myself.

We had lots of gigglings and kutuk mengutuk each other today. It's sure a fun way of distressing ourselves..

I believe that we should be learning new things in your life.That's make life more meaning full.
That's why I've wanted to change my life so that everyday will be more meaning than yesterday.

Ok gals..Thanks a lot..dats all for today. Will blog more soon since I've learned it now....hehehe

2005-11-28T00:27:00.000+08:00

Yippeee Yanni can finally blog!!